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bleahx. in sch now

2007-02-05T23:36:00.000-08:00

sian sia. now in school. nothiing better do leii. frend ask miiee give him testi which ii own him verii long lerr. hahas!~ lolx hahas. so sian leii. mm. ii should updates on wherr ii go on sundaee. ii mean last sundaee. frend ask miiee to update too de.

okayss. ii went escape last sundaee. denn is like so stupid lorr. ii paid $16.50 to vomit and angry. stupid larr. ii went there wiif my ite frend. yan ping, grace, huda and sylvester. we even sit outside the escape for a 5 mins long de campfire. lolx. to decide whether wanna go in anot. ii regret going in larr. is like goiin jiu straight play 3 times of the donno wad's that call and 2 times the rainbow. ii wann vomit lerr larr. hahas!~ after jiu go in to the haunted house. ii was shouting like hell larr. the people over there keep scaring miiee larr. and my frend also. wth. this one still okay. denn we go play go kart. this made miiee damn super angry. there's a boii. little boii. for overseas de. play that also. when's it's time to stop. he purposly drive super damn fast denn make a sudden brake. denn is like bank on miiee and my head band super dman hard on the seats. fu_k lorr. super damn pain. forget it. ii donn wann to say abt it liao. after that we go out and meet my another ite frend, named, zhi yan. she's so cute. hahas!~

denn we went to subway for dinner. ii dinn eat. denn my this frend, SYLVESTER. damn wad lorr. ii juss say that's a guy inside handsome only denn he jiu say help miiee take number. wth. no funny okay sly. hahas!~ lolx

after dinner jiu go play pool liao. my first time playing sia. so damn ps lorr. hahas!~. anyway. ii enjoy. hahas!~ that's all.

pictures time.

opps. the pics is in my lappie. not in my this com. pics other daee.

ii'm tiired

2007-02-04T06:59:00.000-08:00

haiis. ii'm simply tiired. my heart only contain pain. wherr's my happiness? why why why? my mind is full of why? can you tell miiee wherr's my happiness. ii'm jus feeling sadd. why 16 years lerr. and ii'm currently studying in my new sch. ite. but why no changes? is jus full of saddness? yarr, there's juss a little happiness in it. but most of the time. ii'm juss feeling, simply stress and tiired. my heart is bleeding. but no one knows. my heart is in pain. but no one knows. no one cann see that my cries. no one can tell that ii'm sadd&lonely. ii'm tiired simply tiired. seriously.

did ii enjoy todaee? ii also donno. feeling stress-up and. if ii'm in mental hospital, denn my parents will happy is it? ii'm really tiired and madd. even ii'm having high fever my parents also donn care. ii dinn eat medicine. because my parents donn even care abt my life. why do ii care? ii'm not hurting myself or my life. ii donno how to explain. ii'm fine lerr. how do cheer up ii also donno. ii only know how to act happy. and how to control my tears.

vivien. is jus a simply gurl. who juss need a simply care and concern. cause a little care and concern she also donn have from herr parents. tat's why frend are always important to miiee. even when they betray miiee, backstabb miiee. ii still treat them as my important frend. but donn take advantage of it. ii've gone thru alot. even if you betray miiee or backstabb. without people telling miiee. ii also will know. donn hurt miiee any more. if you really hurt miiee. denn juss donn talk to miiee. donn come in to my life.

ii'm juss a simple gurl. who wann's a simple and happy life. 16 years 1 mths and 4 daees of saddness, tiired, darkness and lonliness life lerr. enough lerr. ii've enough lerr. not happy wiif miiee. juss come to miiee and tell straight at miiee. and get it clear.

ii juss need a smile. if you can't give miiee and you only can give miiee headache denn get out of my life. cause ii'm tiired of that.

pic lots

2007-01-20T06:46:00.001-08:00

hahas!~ ii admit ii'm vain. and this are all my frends and myself. haiis. this is the third week in my new sch lerr. but ii donno why. ii'm sadd, scared, angry and happy. darkness, loneliness and saddness. ii still have it in my new sch. my life dinn change at all. now ii gonna block abt the past 2 weeks in sch and after sch thingy. in sch first.

- first daee. thought of changing class de. but can't.

cause the class haven confirm there's how many people in the class. and happen nothing much. jus simply lonely in that new class and new friends. and fadil is different class from miiee. actually we two get to know 2 new friends named, rebecca and candice. hahas!~ cause they sit beside miiee. that daee ii sit at calss TA. but later when taking attendance there's no my name. and at denn ii denn realise that ii actally TC student. toursim have a total of 3 class. hahas!~ no pai seh meh. super lonely there sia.

- second daee. started to know some of my classmates. and other new frend from other class, named, stanley, wei lun, annabelle(donno spell correct anot), khoe nee and vanessa. khor nee is my babe. actually ii know her since the first daee of sch. cause during interview that time. ii already saw her and tok to her lerr. is jus that we dinn take number onlii. hahas!~ ohh yarr. first daee got the stupid dance show. really damn sucks larr. hahas!~ continue the story of second daee. we got the lesson resume according to timetable. and is boring larr. cause no books. denn after luch got all those stupid tok larr. ii was so angry lorr.

- third daee. sian. went into class. one of my frend, named sylvester. pass miiee a letter from my form teacher. saying that if ii wann to change class, please write a letter including my name, nric and etc. and ii was like totally shock. and thinking. wth. ii started to know my classmates lerr denn the chance of changing class denn come. wtf man. haiis. but ii still wrote the lettter. and hand in. but after ii hand in. my classmates one by one ask miiee to stay. but frend from other class ask miiee to change. but ii regreted for not changing. later in the part ii will tell you why.

- fourth daee. nothing much. lesson as per normal. and ii know a guy. but ii tell you. ii stead wiif him without knowing him well. cause is like we know for 3 hrs denn jiu stead liao. but one week later break liao. and ii dinn feel hurt when he ask for break but his action hurts miiee alot. haiis. but no matter wad ii can say ii love him alot although ii jus know him for less denn 3 hrs but during the daee we spend together. ii love it alot. the daee after ii break which is a fridaee. ii went out wiif one group of friends. the brighten up my daee. they make miiee laugh like a madd person. hahas!~

- fifth daee. nothing much lesson per normal. and the lesson is boring. hahas!~

- weekends. nothiin lorr. went out wiif my friends denn jiu go home. can said that is a sadd daee. ii'm so sadd, tiired that daee.

- sixth daee. lesson per normal till 12. denn lunch denn got a dance fiesta follow by Ice-Breaking activities. and is stupid larr. after onw week lerr den got ice breaking game. and the dance fiesta is nice. hahas!~ denn go home!~

- seventh daee. lesson per normal. and it's still 5. so tiired.

- eighth daee. a damn CB, FUCK-UP daee!~. wow. damn angry lorr. ii went to confront one of my classmate. cause ii honestly say. ii donn like the way she do the project. cause at first we are in the smae room. and she is like so rush and blur. ii got to explain three time wad my another frend trying to tell herr. and ii also donn like herr. but the people who know miiee well. even if ii donn like a person. ii still will be frend wiif her. and even people tok badd thing abt herr ii also will angry. denn my group got seven people. but is too bigg. the maximum is 6 people per group. denn ii was like wanted to think of a solution to seperate the group without hurting anyone. but before ii would do anything or say anythin. this gurl. come infront of miiee and say "if you donn like miiee jus say. donn beat around the bush" wow. ii damn angry lorr. fuck lorr. ii just walk out of the class and shout vulgar. is damn CB lorr. denn my frend ask miiee wad happen. ii told them. and denn we went confront wiif that gurl. wow. ii nicely tok to herr. and ii control not to shout. but she's the one shouted first. damn. people tok nicely denn she like that. the reason ii donn wann to change class any more is because of they all. who asked miiee to stay. and they should know it cerii well. but why? why make miiee think that ii have made a wrong choice? why is god making fun of miiee. sadd. ii cried while confronting herr. cause ii told herr. from pri sch till now. ii donn have a true frend. when ii wann to find people to tok to. no one is there. when ii wann to find a shoulder to lend on or a pair of ears. no one. when frends betray or backstabb miiee. they said sorry but they did it again again and again. ii'm totally hurt by them. since denn there's no "sorry" is my dictionary. this gurl. who make miiee so angry. post in the blogg saying that ii dinn admit the wrong ii made. CB. is she the one who dinn admit lorr. why say miiee.

hey gurl listen carefully larr. if you still not happy denn come find miiee. we still can tok. donn use sms or tok thru phone to settle. ii donn like. mondaee we wan to confront you. but my frend said its settle and you delete away the post. but ii tell you. ii still not happy. cause ii will read the post on mon which print by sylvester. you said that we childish. denn you leii?. donn push the blame on other people. when there's fault in both of us. every single one got fault. and so you yourslef also childish. and you lied to us when we decide to trust you. but you break the trust. remeber is you break the trust. ii thought that there will be isn't any problem when ii said let's put everything behide. and ii did. but you spold my weekends okay. by putting the post. ii know is ur rights. but wad ii'm not happy wiif. is that if you are still not happy. jus tell miiee. donn give miiee any irritating look or tok behide my back. now is like everything settle. and you said you one to put everything behide and strat a brand new daee on mon. okay ii respect you. and please respect miiee too. if ii find out that you still tok behide my back. you will get it from miiee!~ donn be a hypo.

- the rest of the daee. same old thing. so bo liao. haiis. thought that it's settle lerr. but now like that. damn fuck sia. haiis. donn wish to continue lerr.

long post

2007-01-03T05:57:00.000-08:00

this post gonna be a long. so is up to you whether you wanna read anot lorr. this post is about my cornet section outing and 3daees 2nites in genting. haiis:( ii hope that ii won't cry when ii'm typing this post. read it and you know why.

ii shall start wiif the cornet section outing. 29 dec 2006 - pics first.

that's all. there's more. but is wiif sze ying. haiis:( went out wiif them. actually we are suppose to go east coast park to cycle. but because of something. everything change. we ended up at orchard watching movie. after movie. ii dinn went for dinner wiif. no mood + ii got to go to one of my uncle funeral. and the next daee ii going genting lerr. this genting trip ii can said that is happii and sadd. cause something happen.

genting trip - pics first. hahas!~

this three daees past super past. and ii treasure it alot. second daee is the daee ii will treasure it the most. ii love the second daee. it just because of something. and of course this daee is the last daee of 2006. and we celebrate wiif all the people in genting. we were all gather outside genting highlands hotel for countdown and fire works. damn nice man. ii super love fireworks. cause it's so beautiful. although fireworks only last for a few mins. but within the few mins. it have already make verii one high and happy. ii smile thru when the firworks is on. above are all the picws ii take. and of course ii noe ii'm vain. hees(: there's a pic ii love it most. it the pic wiif a guy. hey. donn misunderstand. he jus my cousin. a most important cousin of mine. cause he make miiee stay on stronger. and wiif the promise which is. he will be there for miie whenever ii'm sadd. ii'm happii enough. ii'm jus a simple gurl but ii have a complicated mind. only my this cousin korr understand miiee. know wad ii mean or wann in jus a simple action or words. in my life. ii'm sadd everydaee. donn see miiee everydaee laugh laugh laugh. ii'm jus simply to stay strong and smile and laugh only. at nite de wo. is jus simply to tiired lerr. at nite de wo. won't laugh won't smile lerr. jus simply tears. cause is damn tiired. ii have no much strength lerr. haiis. korr ii will also remember the promise ii made to you. ii promise ii won't do any silly or stupid things de. ii vivien promise. and ii won't forget de. you musn't for get the promise you made to miiee too yarr. ii will place that nite deep in my heart and remember it forever. korr ii love you forever(:

damn pissoff

2006-12-21T07:54:00.000-08:00

haiis. feeling so damn fcuk up. hello. wad's wrong wiif wear hat? wad's wrong wiif wear eyeliner? can you all jus donn be so kuku. haiis. one whole daee the mood is spoil. damn. ii readed Yiting blogg jus now. seeing that she have her family problem too. but it look likes mine is worse. jus because it rain denn ii can't go out. fcuk leii. denn wad? if the rest of the daee is still rain denn ii got to stay at home is it? bullshit larr. my last daee of the year ii'm not in singapore lerr lorr. is wiif you all in malaysia. wth!~ haiis. can't ii jus go out and have fun wiif my frends? why parents donn understand leii? ii'm tiired of talkin to you all. parents are jus all bullshit. complain to teacher said ii dinn talk to them about anythin. hello. ii takl to you all. you all ask miiee shut up or donn wanna listen. denn come and complain said ii dinn talk to you all. fcuk lorr. haiis. complain ii dinn care about you all. wad sia. care or concern you all but who parents jus can't feelin it or see it. haiis. ii'm jus finding my life so tiired. ii'm thinkiin. am ii important to my frend or family?. ii'm jus feelin ii'm not my parents child. jus a babii who they pick up from the rubbish bin. and ii'm jus feeling so lonely. people always said " you got alot of frend yeaah" yupyup. ii got alot of frends. but ii jus couldn't find a frend who ii can talk to when ii need. ii couldn't find a frend when ii need them. but why when they need miiee ii always there for them. but they are not?. ii'm tiired. ii love people who always call miiee and ask miiee whether they cann talk to miiee mahx regardin their problems. because ii love to help them. cause wadever problem who all face. ii vivien tan been thru before. although ii'm jus 16. ii jus couldn't find a person who understand miiee. backstabb? who have ever been thru the same thiin as miiee? more then 10 people of my frends have backstabb miiee lerr. donn think ii'm stupid. even my bade. a frend veri good frend of mine. promise miiee she will accompany miiee go out and celebrate but can also cancel the appointment. my bade ii think ii always got the least present and wishes. that why ii love my soft toys so much. cause they accompany miie thru my lonely night.

next year ii will be studying in ITE. ii got a good result for my "N"lvl. 6Points. ii'm happii. cause ii and one of my verii best frend-who from primary sch till now de frend. got the siglap"NT" first. we beat last year de result too. but why my parents like not happii?. ii score more better denn my sis. but they like no recations? haiis. ii really donn understand their mind.
before ii end.

" ii would like to please the god " stop raining!~ ii'm prayiing hard. please donn rain tml. ii jus wann to have fun wiif my frends. even that ii also can't?

2006-12-10T07:13:00.000-08:00

result will be out in another 8 more days. seriously. ii'm scared. wad will my result be?. ii donno. ii hope that ii cann get the result ii wann. so that ii cann get the course ii wann in ite. haiis. anyway. mo matter we are happii or sadd that daee. ii'm sure 4T1'2006 will always be as one.no matter wad happen we are still frends. keep in touch and on the 19 ii would like to ask whole 4T1 student to go out. is just like a gathering. so. wanna go anot is up to you all. but ii wish that those who are workiin cann take off. ii have some suggestion. shall we go

*escape
*sentosa
*east coast park

if you guys got any suggestion please tell miie. ii really hope on the 19 we cann all go out and celebrate. no matter we pass or fail. we will still celebrate. cause ii really wann to stay a daee happily together wiif you all. okays? we go out together?

BANDmates!~ tml de KL trip ii hope you all enjoy. but most important you all must take care yeaah and also be careful yeaah!~ ii'm sadd cause ii wouldn't join you all. haiis. anyway. enjour yourselves

ii would like to say sorry to my cousin. sorry. ii'm sorry ii couldn't attend your concert. ii'm sorry. ii know ii promise you. but my result is out that daee too. and ii donn think ii've the mood to attend. and ii got somethiin on. ii'm sorry. your next concert ii will attend okays. sorry.

tiired&stress

2006-12-09T07:06:00.000-08:00

donno leii. my heart is like so stress. ii'm like a donno crazy person?. ii'm think of weird question again.

*why is the books for us to study?

*why we know how to study?

*why is there teachers who knows how to teach us?

*why is there people who know how to fly an aeroplane?

*why is there people who born to rich or poor?

*why is there food for us to eat?

*why is there money?

*why why why?

crazy right? but ii donno. tiis question jus appear in my mind. ii'm feeling tiired. ohh yarr. erm. if "you" got read my blogg ii would like to tell you. ii still choose to close mty heart. and open my heart for "him" onlii. sorry is still the word ii wann to say to you. ii may be feeling lonely. but ii still choose to lonely. cause if though ii donn have my friends to accompany when ii need them. but ii still got my soul, myself. my heart only open to the person ii love. mm. nahh. my heart is open but ii donn wann to put "you" in to my heart. cause ii'm scared. sorry. ii' m scared of darkness. but ii still choose to walk thru tiis darkness days my own. till ii really found my rainbow. ii still waiting for the one ii love to bring the promise to miie. ii won't break the promise ii made to him. ii swear. so. ii'm sorry. ii'm always complaining ii'm lonely and ii hate lonliness. but. haiis. ii donno how to explain. forgive miie.

a work ii won't forget. because of somethiin. tiired:(

went shopping wiif my mum. denn we saw tiis. is chocolate. hahas!~ brought some clothes too. hees(: wasn't happii anyway haiis. haviing a terrible headache now.

isn't tiis christmas tree nice? hees(: it was located at bugis. mm. ii took tiis pic because at the top of this tree there's a star. and that star is made of diamonds and crystal. is real diamonds and crystal. is done by soo kee jewellery. beautiful yeaah? ii love it.hees(: anyway tiis pic was took yesterday when ii was waitiing for sis. so ii was ii bugis shoppiin alone. sadd:(

pics

2006-12-07T08:09:00.000-08:00

miie lorr

it's a real doggy yeaah. it's jua 2 months old

iilovethisSUNGLASSSS

tempo onlii

miie again yeaah

slackiin and waiting

us again. hahas!~

nahh. jus updatiing pic onlii. rather denn jus all text in my blogg. hees(: anyway. ii not openiing my heart to anyone. so please donn force miie anymore. sorry for hurtiin you:(

stress

2006-12-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

in my life. ii tell other people how complicated my life or even myself is. but they donn seems to know. maybe they have their ways of looking at my problem. although ii'm jus a sixteen. but ii really donn understand the world. why is there this world. theere's still no one can answer miie. why is the human being? why is there a place called space heaven? or even that place hell? but anyway can anyone answer my question? don't you find it weird? if one daee you all die lerr will there still be a world called singapore? or even this world? haiis:( beside this my result will be out in another 12 days. ii'm really scared. haiis:( ii'm really verii scared. ii'm scared that ii really can't take the course ii wann. ii'ts my interest to study that course. toursium. tiis course to miie is like finding rainbow in other country and find how beautiful it is. to miie. days are tiring for miie. ii donno how to explain my life. jus a word "complicated" to descibe my life and my mind and also myself. ii donno wad to say. even now ii may not have a people to care miie or concern abt miie. sow wad. ii still got myself and those promises ii got. ii donn need to guy. ii jus need my soul to make me survive thru this tough days. wad else leii? there's someone who wans to give miie his love, cares and warmth. but ii donn wann. ii'm speechless to you. just a word sorry ii can said. hope you can understand. sorry(:

blogg till here. ii verii tiired lerr.

hees(:

2006-12-05T07:41:00.000-08:00

mm:( ii stay at home the one whole daee. watchiin my just buy de VCD. hahas!~ haiis. but ii was feelin stress the one whole daee. ii ingore my sms or even calls. ii hangup. ii'm sorry yeaa. but ii wasn't in a good mood. sorry people. haiis. bad mood. haiis. my result will be out in 2 weeks time. how?. ii damn scared. ii'm scared that ii couldn't get the result ii wann. how.. ii damn scared. haiis. ii really wans to get the course which ii wan. ii will study real hard for my tiis course man. course ii love it so much. and ii wish days would pass faster. cause ii wann to sch reopen asap. but ii'm scared of my result. how? somebody tell miie how leii. arrghhh. ii madd. arrghhh. scared larr!~ haiis. speechless. ii donnon how to explain. haiis. blogg till here.

longgbloggin

2006-12-04T07:12:00.000-08:00

hey. ii'm back bloggiin. hees(: mm. let miie start from the class chalet. ii have a class chalet on the 20 of november till 22 of november. mm. the chalet wads fun. everysingle one enjoyed. but the problem is. one of the student dinn came to her own class chalet but she went to his boyfrend chalet which is from our school too and the chalet is at the same place. days is also the same. but the blks is different. haiis:( sadd to see tiis kind of problem man. 4YRs of frends why mus she like that leii. haiis. forget abt it. that her problem. anyway 4T1 2006 will be missed. ii love you all. hees (: the days in the chalet will be added to my memoriies. cause that chalet is really a memorable one for miie. ii'm the only person who knows why. cause it can't be tell. but the chalet ii can say ii dinn get musch sleep. 1st nite got sleep a few HRs but the 2nd nite ii dinn sleep. cause of the 4n4 ppl. they sucks man. freakers man. haiis. although that nite dinn sleep but ii still enjoy. cause of somethiing. but. everythiing is gone the next daee. haiis:( after the chalet.

the next daee will be our grad nite. mm. ii love it. miss them. is like a kind of sadd man. ii cried. because ii miss my teacher miis wong and of course 4T1. my previous taggboard there's someone tagg sayiin ii'm teache's pet. wadever you wanna said man. is not that ii'm teacher's pet lorr. is just that ii and my teacher had a long time together. 3YRs leii. you think leii. she's not just my teacher lerr. she's my frend lorr. hees(: so up to you man. if you still wans to say ii'm teacher's pets denn up to you. wadever. mm. anyway. after the dinner and dance. miss wong, rizam, rabbani, farhan, omar, ruzaini, masadi, 2 express gurl, xianglin and miie went to tampines to slack. ii noe is stupid to slack at tampines. but tampines is the nearest place for everyone when goiin home. hahas!~ that nite is also my precious daee man. ii love it. but because of it. ii'm still think and keepiin somethiin. if that person still remember. pls come back wiif ur promise. missyou. haiis(: but because ii went home late ii kanna nagging section from my father. all bullshit. grad nite. isn;t it suppose to be goiin home late? is my last nite wiif my precious frends lerr isn't it that?. although we still can call each other and come out and chat and other thiin but that nite isn't it suppose to be a memorable one to be a nite that ii can go home late? but why it turn up to be like that leii?. haiis. forget abt it. next

dinner wiif my cousin gurlfrend. the next daee. ii got a dinner wiif my cousin gurlfrend. wasn't that happii anyway. dinn eat much cause my stomach cramp and before goiin for dinner my father was naggin, sort of scoldiin to miie abt last nite. dots and diao man. freak him. haiis. so tiids dinner ii wasn't happii. next

my cousin wedding. went to his house in the morning. wads happii. cause after a nite cryiing and sleep like a pigg. everythiin was gone. my fake smile is back. still donn wanna tok to my dad. so it was like ingoring him. pretend he was transparent. haiis:( next

a week had pass so fast sundaee has arrived. mm. tiis sunday. was at home restiing. cause the next daee ii got band camp.

BANDCAMP - one word "tiired" hahas!~. ii never ever hadd tiis kind of tiired before. ii wasn't there for playiing or wad. ii'm there to help them. see wad ii cann help denn ii help lorr. reach there in the morning. denn they have sectionals so went to my section and see them having their sectionals denn went for breakfast wiif layhoon, nc, nf, gab and joseph. deen went back to sch. haiis. same old thiing. they were still practice. hees(: jus like wad ii have when ii'm in sec 1 to 3. hahas!~ lunch, dinner, after their dinner they have sole performance. hahas!~ they were so brave, not like miie. hees(: ii dinn really graduate from band. cause ii dinn went for the test. cause ii'm afraid. ii'm afraid to play or do anythiin alone is band, but ii love music. ii love band. so my life iin band ii really enjoy. really. my every single daee in band ii still rmb. all in my memoriies. hees(: so wad my junior play better denn miie. as long as ii have enjoy and ii have done wadever ii can. isn't it enough? although ii not a good example in band. but ii wish ii can be missed but my juniors or any single of band mates. ii hope that ii still can help my juniors wiif wadever problem they have. so come to miie. ii lend you my ears. and ii lend you my time. ii won't regret of that yeaa. every single band mates jia you for your up coming "pop" and "syf" wadever problem feel free to find miie. ii'm 24/7 on. jia you ohh. second nite. nothiing much. the same thiing. hees(: but at nite they got play games. hahas!~ next

ii got to work lo. workiin on fridaee, at tampines istean. hahas!~ sian man. ii'm like a student who kanna punch{erm, ii donno how to spell] but ii got pay they donn have. boriing lorr. haiis. but no choice still got to work. hees(: next

hahas!~ no more next. but just tiis one a one last one. mm. todaee went tampines to watch move. "happii feet" is so nice man. hahas!~ so funny and touchiing. mm. denn nothiing much lerr lorr. hees(: will update grad nite and chalet pics asap. hees(: opps. tiis post tooks miie hours to blogg. hahas!~ okays. is late lo. ii still wans to watch VCD. bye. my frend takce care. you all will be missed by miie. hees(:

suckiing liife FUCK!~

2006-11-16T07:45:00.000-08:00

fucker life. suck. ii hate. actually todaee mood verii good. went out to meet miss wong. to discuss our class chale thiing. came back still is a good mood. tml donn need to work. more happi. but would ii know. later in the daee ii kenna a scold from my mother. cause ii took 20 bucks from her to buy my grad nite thing. but iit turn up to spend on taxi, my sis bubble tea. of course the 20 bucks still got change larr-$8. ii bluff my mum. ii dinn tell herr that ii took a taxi. cause ii donn wann her to angry or wadever. ii know tiis few weeks herr body is in pain. ii'm worry about herr de. so ii donn wann her to angry cause it will make her body more pain. but jus now before she sleep she ask miie ii left how much. ii said the 20 bucks haven use cause no time to go buy cause ii'm in the rush just now. but denn somebody [ ii donn wish to said out who is it ] wanna lend $1.80 from miie cause she not enough cash. but the ii donn have small cahnge lerr. so ii took out the 10 bucks from the $20. jus nice got $8 change. the another 10 bucks why ii spend on taxi because my sis wanna dink bubble tea. cause ii'm at the somebody house. she goiin for a dinner and she need my help so ii go herr. she took a taxi to the place her dinner held. so she drop miie at a place which ii cann take a stright bus home. but sis wann bubble tea mahx. so ii took taxi go whitesand lorr. so the 10 bucks was spend on there. ii know ii shouldn't bluff her, but ii donn wann her to angry wad. how ii know she wans the money back arhx. ii got no choice to tell herr wad happen. and she got so angry. keep scoldiing miie. wad the hell. my mum ask miie did ii ever stand on her shoes and think for her anot. my answer in my heart is "YES" but if ii said out will they believe?. nahh ii donn think so. now denn ii relise. my father never in my life believe miie before!~ KNS. denn kick miie out of the house larr. ii stand in the shoes of my parents before. but they never!~ parents quarrel ii'm the one always there. wherr my sis. elsewherr. they quarrel infront of miie. they got think so my feelin mahx?. that time my father scold miie, nagg to miie. ask miie question. ii answer ii kenna one slap. ii never answer my father also kenna one slap from him. denn iis either sec 1 or 2 my friend ask miie " ii know got stead now anot" because of this stupid question ii got another slap from my father. KNS. my childhood? sucks. not a single happii thing ii cann think of now. my friend. yarr. got a lot of friend. but got which one ii cann think of which is a true friend of mine? which friend when ii need help she/he will be there for miie? which friend will come to miie when only they need help or else they will treat miie like ii'm transparent?. which friend ii cann tok to when ii'm sad? really man. my life is so dark. nothiin make miie smile as happii as ii wann. ii love dream. cause dream is always so beautiful so sweet. but the dreams ii wann also never appear iin my life is always the oppsite of my dream. sucks. why ii love my bugs bunny which joyce gave miie on my bade, a piggy which my small cousin gave miie when it should be her's, a piglet that's from jing and a cute little rabbit from my aunt. ohh! and also a small square little pillow. why ii treasure tiis five thiing because. first one, the bugs bunny - it was my 15YRs old present. the ever first time ii got a so big and cute present from my friend as my bade present. 14YRS ii dinn get such a wonderful bade present. ii was so happii that moment. ii love it so much. second one - piggy from my cousin. it should be her 6YRs old bade present but she give it to miie. ii forget the reason lerr. but ii still love it. cause it actually is her's but she give miie. ii love herr. third one - piglet from jing. miie and jing use to be verii close ii donno wad happen we are not close lerr. in fact ii think she hate miie. the piggy was from herr when we were close and the piglet is from hongkong. she brought it when she's went to hongkong to visit herr mum and also for holiday. forth one - cute little rabbit from my aunt. this rabbit is actually the one which was in the show "metor garden" the F4 one. but tiis present verii long. my sis wann is lost lerr. ii love rabbit lots. denn tiis little soft toys rabbit is so cute. so ii treausre tiis alot. the last one - small little pillow. tiis pillow is ii brought it when ii'm in australia wiif the band. tiis trip ii'm not happi too. cause my parents and my sis follow us. not only them my unce and his wife also follow. wad the. no one else family follow lorr. suck. nvmiind. but the worse is. ii got only 90 dollars (australia money) for that one week or six days. ii wouldn't remember how long is the trip lerr. tiis pillow is brought when ii got 90 bucks. we got our free time. so miie and jasmine one from my ex band mates went shopping together. we saw tiis pillow. jasmine was so good at cuttin the price down. so we got tiis pillow verii cheap. the rest of the money was spend on buyiin food my mother like and dinner or lunch when's is on our own. ii still got change leii. ii brought a wallet too. 90 bucks. you image. they got said before not enough denn go take from them but when ii wann to take they got no cash lerr. the only cann use card. wth. when my parents quarrel ii'm always the one there lookin and heariin. ii'm scared. ii donno wad to do. ii wann to stop but ii can't. ii sit there and cry. but wad's the point. they donn care. they said ii never stand in their shoes before denn they got mehx. which of the family children would like to see their parents quarrel? wann miie to reflect. ii did. but they donno. my handphone bill use to burst. now still got. but won't cost that much. when it cost lots. the confiscated my phone. but when my sis leii. they dinn. fuck. wth. ii'm stress. darkness world. lonely. sadness. wherr's happiness? ii donno. lost in a nightmare maze. ii wann to get out. in the first place my mother actually donn wann to have a second child. but before she make the decisions she got miie lerr. denn abort miie larr. why mus let miie come to tiis world? ii hate. ii.

2006-11-10T08:47:00.000-08:00

darknessLONELY - tears is back

bring my smile back

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second earHOLE

third earHOLE

mySHOE

myFIRSTjobb

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bringmySMILEback

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thinkiinofYOU

ever since the last blogg. ii have been busy wiif my work. but work one week dinn work lerr. cause really verii tiiring. but nvmiind. wednesday ii got a new jobb lerr. haiis. but is not a jobb that ii wann. wish that the jobb ii wann quickly call miie:) haiis. granny admitted hospital agaiin. because she's breathles. doctor said is because bshe got a small heart attack. luckily is tiis time round the doctor cann save herr. but the next time, the doctor can't confirm de. haiis:( but no choice doctor had give my granny a choice lerr. which is go for operation. but granny donn wann. so donn wanna force my granny lorr. she donn won't denn forget it. all we got to do now is to take good care of herr. and make herr happii lorr. haiis:( wad else leii?.

mm. this days. ii donn really have a good mood. donn really know why too. everythiin to miie is like. OMG. ii'm so bored. darknessworldLONELY. tears is back. haiis. ii donn wanna be the crybabii anymore leii. but how. my feelings. ii feel so. tiired lerr. haiis. tell miie. feel like making myself drunk and everythiin will be gone at that moment. and ii won't be so stress at the moment. arrrrrhz. ii wanna die. cann? am ii important to my family? friends? the world?. why cann't ii be the past Vivien? why must ii be like that now?. haiis. TELL miie

be strong

2006-10-18T20:23:00.000-07:00

ii wanna stay strong and live well lerr. ii'm not goiin to relay on people anymore lerr. wad's the point man. ii jus wanna be as happii as wad ii am iin the past. will there be anyone supportiin miie?. ii donno. so wad my life is in black and white now. ii still wanna proof to people that ii can be as happi as the people whch their days are colourful.

SMILE VIVIEN TAN HUI XIAN!!~

bloggiin agaiin

2006-10-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

haiis. why why why why why why why why why why why why why
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why. there's a feelin iin my heart tat ii kanna cheater. haiis. ='( no ii diin cry. cause my blogg ii jus said tat ii donn wanna cry anymore. ii close my eyes. wadever happen ii dinn saw. ii just pretend tat everythiin is invisible. jus like how you all treat miie. ii gonna rock my life myself. colour my life myself. ii gonna mad lerr lahx. if ii can ii wish ii cann my life but ii donn have the courage. if the people who care abt miie please please help miie. polease lerr. ii'm alone iin the room now. not gonna care anythiin lerr. everythiin are none of my business lerr. haiis. ii saw nothiin. gonna hang clothiin lerr. my heart breaks!~

back bloggin

2006-10-17T01:43:00.000-07:00

mm. long time dinn blogg lerr hor?. mm. haiis back to bloggiin. haiis. promise?. haiis. yarr to some people. ii can make promise easily but also will break promise easily. but haiis. ii can keep my promise if ii wann to. people make promise to miie but they always break the promise. you people always said ii donn keep my promise but you people donn ever keep your promise denn how am ii goona listen to ni men ? haiis. all bullshit!!~ haiis.

love to miie jiu xiang RAIN. rains comes whenever it likes and go away it likes. love comes to us whenever he/she likes but loves goes away whenever he/she likes. haiis. but so wad. love goes away onli mahx not ur life wad?.

ii, vivien. wanna carry on my life happily. keep smiliing. be the past, the cheerfull vivien. but ii donno ii can mahx. ii, wann to prove that ii can keep on liviing happily, no matter ii'm not sad or alone. my life may have no colour now. but even ii liviing in the darkness now, ii still will smile and pass my life happily.

ii still miss him, ii still love him. but jus like the message ii send him. there's no point waitiin lerr.; no outcomiin lerr. stop wastiin my time lerr. yarr to some people. it will like "if you wait, there confirm will have a outcome. if you wait forr him, he confirm will get him one daee." but no lerr. no waitiin gorr miie lerr. ii wann to LIVE happily. haiis. =P smile vivien tan. hees.

ii wann to have a beautiful memoriies of my past like rainbow, sunset and sun rise.

SMILE VIVIEN TAN!!~ JIA YOU LO=P =)

last daee

2006-10-05T22:32:00.000-07:00

haiis. todaee my last daee of school. haiis. sad. ii miss. but wad to do. every beginning will confirm have it ends. isn't it? in another 30 mins ii'm gonna go to school and take my last paper. "MATH" lerr. and haiis. math is my life. but ii'm scared that the paper will be hard. pray hard for miie hoa mahx?. ii super scared tat ii donno how to do. iis my life and also ii donn wanna let my math teacher Mr Ves disappointed leii. no matter wad. ii will still try my best.

yesterday my birthdaee. but dinn go anyway. cause got to study for todaee's paper. and it's like so lonely and boriin. haiis. but it's not the first time my birthdaee is like that lerr wad. so wad's the point i'm like so sad and wad now? use to it can lerr wad. haiis. ='( mm. coughiin now. haiis. can't stop coughiin leii. while i'm at home yesterday ii'm doiin tiis

"goong" [ princess hours ]

mm. those who haven watch tiis show must watch. must!!~ it's a must. cause tiis show SUPER NICE!!~ must watch. both the guy are handsome. hahas!~ MUST WATCH.

okokays!~ haiis. mondayy miie workiin lerr. wish miie all the best yeah. hahas!~ okays. got to end here lerr. got to go to school lerr. jiia you vivien tan hui xian!~

vivien-asimplegurlherewhowishtohaveasimplylife

ONE MORE DAEE TO GO

2006-09-29T18:31:00.000-07:00

one more daee to go and is my "N" level lerr. haiis. and i'm like still so slack. tell miie wad to do leii. ii'm scared. ii'm stress. how? ii can tell my classmates not to stress jus do wad you can. but ii can't leii. Miss Wong told miie before. jus treat it us a normal end of year exam jiu can lerr. but ii jus can't. ii'm scared of the hall. scared to see the exams paper. how?. ii wan to get a good result. so that ii can a good choice of course in ITE. haiis. how leii? very the wad leii. why mus we take exams? haiis.

tell miie how leii.

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tell miie wad cann ii do?. haiis

nvmiind. jia you vivien tan. do wadever you can.

okays. ii sure blogg till here. got to go study now.
ALL THE BEST LERR PEOPLE.

my life in secondary school

2006-09-29T05:24:00.000-07:00

mm. todaee is my another babii de birthday.
SYAZA BABii HAPPii BiiRTHDAY.
hahas!~

mm. now goona blogg about my 4 years of secondary school lifes in siglap lerr.haiis. there's many ups and downs ii have face duriin my lifes in siglap. haiis. sad and happii ii can say tat. mm. sec one nothiin much. jus beiin naughty man. keep makiin teacher angry only.
sec one time we were so childish. but tiis were the sec one us. wad can we do, right?

sec two. actually our form teacher is Mr Wee de. but after one semester, our form teacher became Miss Wong. at first we hate herr man. the whiteboard were full of words sayiin that we hate herr. we made herr cry. make herr walk of the class. donno. maybe in the beginning we donn like her attidue bahx. but 4T1' 2006 stories started when she came.

sec two : we make Miss Wong angry alot alot of times. Cries lots of times. just bacause we hate we hate her. but. how to say leii. can said that she did alot of things for 2A' 2004. make we dinn pay her back. our hateness still there even we were in sec 3. sec two dinn happen much things. all are hates when we were in sec 2

sec three : Miss Wong were still our form teacher. in sec three we had a co-form teacher and he is Mr Ves. Mr Ves was our nath teacher in sec 2 too. he still us math when we were in sec 3. yarr our hateness are still there. sec 3 lerr. Miss Wong still dinn give up us even though we keep on makiin her angry or cry.

sec four : Once again Miss Wong was our form teacher. but Mr Ves is now 4N2 form teacher. but nvmiind cause he still teach us math. ii donno about the rest of the students in 4T1 but as for miie. ii donn really hate Miss Wong lerr. Miss Wong had helped miie alot. wadever lies ii told herr, she will know that's a lies. so ii left wiif no choices to tell herr the truth. but ii donn find iit a problem to tell her the truth cause ii feel good after tellin her about my problem. ii really wanna thank her lots of times. in the past ii lies to her, ii hate herr. but that's already in the past. Miss Wong have been our teacher for three years lerr. she did alot of things for us and spent alot of money in tiis three years. for miie wad ii can pay her back now is, get a good result for herr to see. Miss Wong is like a god-mother, a big sister to miie. wadever problems 4T1 have, Miss Wong always be there for us. and walks wiif us faciin the problem. last friday there's a misunderstandiin between 4T1 and Miss Wong. she cried again because of 4T1. ii really feels sad and wanna cry woo when she told miie, ee theng, xiang lin, fairuz and al-hafiz why she cried. Miss Wong " 4T1 APOLOGISE TO YOU " "SORRY". todaee. journal time, there's no more journal period lerr, so we were there takiin down all the decorations that we did. we took class phooto too. it's really feel so sad. 4T1 class room may be small. but we feel warm, feel happii studyiin inside. the classroom we usiin tiis year is last year 4T1 used too. when we first went in. the classroom was in a messy. every corner will confirm have spiderwebs. alots of rubbish. but 4T1' 2006 clean, re-paint the classroom. every single things we did to the classroom we will remember it. we used 1 daee to clean and re paint the class. ii dinn regret takiin out time to go back to school to paint the class. really feeling very happy doiin that. when we were in sec 3 we did that do. but that time ii dinn helped cause ii got somethiin on. ii like that classroom too. at the back of the class got relax corner and our names were painted at the back of the classroom. we mus thank Mr Ves for that. hahas!~

iin my lifes of secondary school ii should thank the followiin teachers

- Miss Wong, our form teacher for three years
[ 2004 - 2006]
F&N teacher for two years [2005 - 2006]
- Mr Ves, our math teacher for three years too
[ 2004 - 2006 ]
and co-form teacher in sec 3 [ 2005 ]
- Miss Ng, our english teacher for two years
[ 2005 2006 ]
- Miss Tan, olur EOA teacher for two years
[ 2005 - 2006 ]
- Miss lai and Mr leo, our CPA teachers for two years
[ 2005 - 2006 ]
- Mrs Lai our co-form for tiis year [ 2006 ]
although our time we here is jus a few months but do like her too.
- Miss kOk, Mr kenneth and Miss Latha, our enrichment teacher

Thank You teachers, i really love you all alot. really thanks alot. thanks for teachiin us and thanks for being there for us when we need ur help. thank you. ii will not forget you. please donn forget get 4T1 ' 2006 =)

ii really miss my secondary school lifes. ii have lots of memoriies in it. ii'm feeling sad. ii miss alot of things. ii miss you too. next week my "N" level papers will start lerr. ii'm very scared. how?. ='( how?. haiis. don care lerr. ii'm gonna go in to the examination hall and do wadever ii know lerr. ii must do my very best. ii shall not make athe teachers who have teaches miie disappointed de.

here's a few photo we took tiis two days

the path we always walk tiiss year.

the place we always be after recess

the "GHOST" toilet
the toilet we always go to change into PE
the water cooler - we used to walys come here to drink water

our class !!~

the place ii seat. in the front "left hand side" xianglin seat wiif miie
"the bagg is mine" but ii donn seat there de. hahas!~

our class key and toilet key

masadi, miie and rizam [ from left to right ]

Miss kok and miie

miie and rabbanii

rizam, ruzaini, rabbanii, junaidi,
jian bo, junizar, suhaimi, syazrin,
omar, farhandy, masadi and azman
[ top to bottom ]

is them again wiif " Miss Kok "

ii shall update till here. need to go study lerr.
ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE WHO TAKIN "N" LEVEL
NOT TO FORGET THE "O" LEVEL STUDENTS TOO.
JIA YOU GOOD LUCK LO.

erni, caslin, amalina, diyana, hashimah, hidayah, shila, suhailah, syahira, nurul, ee theng
vivien, xiang lin, junizar, masadi, fadil, rabbani, fairuz, hafiz, azman, fadhli, farhandy,
junaidi, ruziani, syazrin, rizam, jian bo, suhaimi and omar

" the history of 4T1 in year 2006"

27 september 2006

2006-09-27T02:59:00.000-07:00

mm.
FIRST : " JANNA HAPPII BIRTHDAY.
SECOND : you guys end of year exams starts tml yea?. if yes, all the best yeah. jiia you.

haiis. long time dinn blogg lerr. cause of exams mahx. keep studyiin. so dinn blogg. hardworkiin horr?. nah. bullshit only. haiis. ii very scared leii. how?. haiis. ohh. next friday will be last paper and also my last daee of sch. so sad man. ii miss every people ii noe iin siglap leii. how?, times seems to pass verii fast. so fast my secondary school gonna ends lerr. haiis.

honestly. ii miss him. another few more days jiu can see him lerr. but my life still gonna go on isit?. but how am ii gonna pass my days? it seems that ii will be lonely niia. haiis. anyway. take care. hope that you and herr can keep in touch wiif miie. jiia you for ur exams lo. smile

in fact ii hope that people who know miie will keep iin touch wiif miie. add miie in msn or sms miie whenn you people free. jio miie out too yea.

anyway last saturday ii went to but a portable DVD player and one MP4. hahas!~ so happii. hees=D the dvd player is at the price of 121.60. but for tiis price they only sell 10 sets. so miie and my cousin when to the shop to quit ealier in the morning. we reach there at 7 plus and the shop will only open at 11. it was so hot man. and ii'm so boriin so ii took some photo.

haiis got error leii. nvmiind. ii will upload tml bahx. hahas!~ ii shall ends here. got to have dinner and denn study lerr. jia you everybody and all the best.

JANbabii HAPPii BiiRTHDAee

sweety - they are beautiful,.cute and great

2006-09-16T06:52:00.000-07:00

hees=) ii went to JUNCTION 8 todaee. hees=) got two reason. first, go there study and the second wan is because ii went there for this:

hahas!~ donn scold miie for not studyiin horr. the day before. ii'm studyiin. hahas!~ they are beautiful, cute and great man. they improve alot alot man, hahas!~ and ii'm there wiif xiang lin and fairuz. ii make two new frend too. hahas!~ ii got their autograph hahas!~ YEAH!~ and ii got to shake hand wiif them!~ their hand are so smooth and soft lorr. hahas!~ most importantly is they are BEAUTIFUL. their songs are great. hahas!~ JIA YOU. love you forever. sweety all the way. you two rocks forever. they sang three of their new album songs, hua yan qiao yu, tao qi ai ren and yin hua cao. tiis three songs is the best of all in their new album. hahas!~

beautiful them!~ hees=)

ohh yarr. is china student haviin their holiday or they come to Singapore to study. ii said that so because ii saw alot alot of china student.

back to sweety. ii suggest you people go listen to their songs. is nice. even malay people also like yea!~ so go ahead and listen. if wanna buy donn buy pirated horr. mus support them by buyiin original de.

their album : "Hua Yan Qiao Yu - SWEETY - vol 3 "
must support them yeah!~ they are great and they are jus 18 YRs old. SUPPORT them. they rocks!~

is miie. miie, fairuz and xiang lin got there is really got study beside goiin there to support and habe SWEETY autograph de. hahas!~ okokay. ii shall end here.

RMB " Sweety rocks, Support them and Tagg miie. " hahas!~
16 SEPTEMBER 2006 - rocks!~
"N" lvl student - JIA YOU, GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST FOR ur's EXAMs.

went studyiing

2006-09-12T03:59:00.000-07:00

hahas!~ went studyiin today. wiif fairuz, xiang lin and ee theng. omg fairuz very slow siia. wait for him cann die sia. denn the rabbani, said wanna come but iin the end dinn come. call him. dinn pick up. haiis. PS us. haiis. hahas!~ ee theng forget to eat her medicine again. she went crazy jus now. make us laugh like hell. hahas!~ mm. there are two handsome (did ii spell it correctly?) guys yea. hahas!~ mm. tiired sia. fadil reach at around 4 plus siia. so in the end he dinn get to study. cause we were like goiin off ler. cause ee theng wan to go terminal 2 to buy thiings. but fadil was hungry. so we were like down there waitiin for him to eat finish. mm. suddenly miie feel like takiin photo siia. here are the pic.

the ex couple - jusJOKiiNG!~

miie and ee theng iin the skyTRAiiN

is us agaiin

miie anf fadil - forever quarrel

miie and fairuz

miie and xiang lin

miie - iin the shop (miniBITS)

the thiings ee theng wanna buy, but in the end diin buy because it's too big.

the ANGRY fadil and the act handsome FAIRUZ

our reflection

iis miie and fairuz agaiin - in the train goiin home

is miie and ee theng, my quarreliin partner. hahas!~

mm. that's all. actually there's two more but wait for miie to edit first denn ii post it yea. hahas!~ mm. i'm so sleepy now. haiis. sad. tml miie still got three period of english. boriin siia. scared ii will fall alseep leii, how. haiis. sleep early tonite bahx. hahas!~ okay. ii shall blogg till here. ee theng wanna take the pics from miie lerr hahas!~

ee theng:"TAGG MiiE!~"

mylovemydreamsmywalks myeverthiing

about yesterday and today

2006-09-11T05:15:00.000-07:00

mm. was so tired. so dinn blogg yesterday.

YESTERDAY
wake up in the morning at 9.30AM. went to pasir ris park for breakfast, because my father wans to go. so, all of us went. hahas!~ not bad lahx. ii mean the food. while eatiin we were watchiin the children trainin on ridiin horse. hees=D one of the horse donn wanna listen to the children siia hahas!~ is abit smelly lahx. but ii donn mind. cause ii like horse. hahas!~ denn went walkiin around the park. after tat we aunt called. asked wher are we. and told us that she and my another aunt goiin to pray their father which is my grandfather. hahas!~ so we decided to go too. opps. my grandmother dinn know wher we goiin. we decided not to tell her. on the way there. it was rain. omg man. ii'm wet. cause my father drive a lorry. haiis. and my father still can ask miie why am ii wet. wth!~ hahas. nvmiind. he was jus jokiin only. after prayiin we went different ways. ii mean my family and ii went to my father work place. and my both aunt went to expo to walk walk. mm. my father work place got lots of dogs, but oo bad. ii donn get to see one yesterday. haiis. but my father said that they will bite. but ii still wanna see leii. cause yesterday is my first time go to my father work place. nvmiind. after that we went to one of the vegetable farm denn went to the nearby hawker center to eat. denn GO HOME!~ yeah!!~. hahas!~ denn dinn go anywhere lerr lor. stay at home and do homework.

TODAY
went to sch as per normal lerr lo. soo boriin leii. haiis. mm. after sch ii quickly went home as ii got to briing my grandma to hospital for check up. can you imagine stayiin in the hospital for 2HRs and 40MINs. omg man. ii was soo tiired and hungry man. when reach home ii quickly went to buy food man. tiired tired tiired. wad a tired and boriin day. haviin headache now. so blogg to here.

mylovemydreamsmywalks-viienbloggLOVE
remember to tagg yarr

yesterday

2006-09-09T01:25:00.000-07:00

mm. yesterday ee theng, hafiz hussin, fadil, 2 sec 5 gurl and miie went changi airport. mm. miie and ee theng reach first. we waited the others for at least 2 HRs plus bahx. mm. actually fairuz will be comiin too de. but he changed his mind. mm.

wow! study very hard horr. mm. wrong wrong wrong. she was actually listenning to hafiz hussin Ipop [ did ii spell wrong? ] and writting down the songs she wans and hafiz will send herr. hahas!~ mm. tiired. tiis post ii yesterday wans to post it de. but was postiing the previous post - trip to desaru. that blogg took miie 2HRs to finish it man. denn ii was very tiired lerr so dinn post tiis blogg yesterday lorr. haiis. mm. will be goiin to study agaiin on tuesday. hope that there will be some notes ii cann remember. haiis. tiired tired tiired leii. okokay.

mm. today? wake up at 9am. early? yupyup. but no choice cause ii very hungry. last nite dinn eat dinner. so wake up and find food lorr. denn watch tv. at around 12 plus go bath and went out to lunch wiif my mum. we went to downtown. at first we decided to eat there but we walk here and there, donno wad to eat. so ii told my mum why donn we go to white sand for our lunch denn she said okay lorr. we went to white sand food court. my mum and ii ate japanese food. after eatiin we went walk walk while waitin for wai po to come. when she arrive we went to ya kun to eat again. hahas. ii ate 2 soft boiled egg and 2 slices of bread + half cup of green tea. damn. ii soooo full yea. hahas!~ went walk walk agaiin. mm. ii brought two pairs of earrings todaee yea!~ s happii. =D okokay. blogg to here yarr. miie wanna watch the charity show. that daee dinn watch. why huh?.. ii also forget why ii dinn watch + now ii'm feeliing tiired and sleepy. ta da!~ bye tagg miie ya

triptoDESARU

2006-09-08T06:33:00.000-07:00

TRIP TO DESARU-fruit farm[malaysia]

ii went there wiif my family [myuncle, hiswife, daughter and goddaughters, myparents, mysister, my2cousins and miie. hahas!~] we went there on the 2nd of September and came back on the 3rd of September. Although iis jus a short trip but ii, my 2 cousin, my aunt and her god-daughters all kena food poisoning. haiis.

on the first daee
-we went to
-> a temple
-> si wan dao
-> hotel

we check iin, put our bags denn we went to the hotel resturant forr lunch. and guess wad. the food there suck and there's no place forr us to sit man. the whether was like so hot lor and we were all hungry like hell. damn. haiis. anyway after our lunch we went back to our hotel to rest awhile. we got about 3HRs of free and easy mahx. after our restiing we went to the swimmiing pool. hahas!~ we play wiif the ball where we get it at the pool. jumpiin down from the stone. but too bad ii donn have the pic. ii will update the piics if ii have. we even played monkey. after our swim. we went back to the hotel to bath and we got to go to the fruit farm. the fruit farm is as BIG as 200 FOOTBALL FIELD. very big isn't it? there's all kinds of fruit there man. wow. but is a bit hot lahx. hahas=D mm. they have a mini animal farm.

-> dinner - at their fruit farm
-> fire files

omg. is so nice man. we went there by boat. mm. the river got crocodile leii. so scary man. mm. there's a family manage to catch ten fire files man.

-> went back to hotel
-> sleep

sleep?! nope. we play man. guess wad we played? we played black and white. loser got to drink half a glass of water. is alot man. my cousin [ gurl] drank 2 and half cups, cousin [ guy ] drank 2 and the half cup too. miie and my sis drank 2 cups. hahas!~ is fun man.

tiis time round we were all tiired lerr. cause is 2+ lerr. all went to sleep exepct miie cause miie wann to watch tv. and ii keep running to the toilet man. drink too much water lerr.

on the second / last daee
- we went to
-> hotel - for breakfast
-> fruit farm - for lunch and explore the farm.

yupyup. we did went to the fruit farm on the first daee but that's just for our lunch and a short talk on the fruit farm. but as for the daee 2. we went there we a young and a lame guy who will be our fruit farm tour guide. hahas!~ very hot man. we went to their mini farm too. why ii bold it because their mini cann contain 2 ostrich, 3 small rabbit, 1 snake, 1 small cocodile, 1 peacock, 1 cage of chicken, about 15+ of goats, [ one of the goat is at a sge of 10 - the king of the goat ], and 2 monkeys. mm. there's a monkey very special. why ii said it's special because you give him banana he donn wann, guess wad he wann. he wann SWEET. hahas!~ cute yea?

*CROCODILE

-> mushroom house - which is in the fruit farm
-> a bee talks
-> lunch
-> a free and easy at the fruit farm - abit boriin lahx.

so our tours guide [ a guy name steve, not the australia cocodile hunter yea ] said. we shall go to the cocodile farm. YEAH man. hahas!~ it contains of 200+ of cocodile. wow. alot yea?

*CROCODILE

-> is time to go home

at last

-> HOME SWEET HOME

the next daee. must go to school forr exam but ii kena food poisoning and high fever. but ii cannot donn go to the exam. because is "N" lvl de. so. no choice got to go. haiis. was feeliin super terrible at night. nearly go to the hospital. but dinn cause ii donn wann.

that is all.

from left - myCOUSIN, vincent, mySIS, verona, miie, and my another cousin, angela

my sis and miie - in the bus

myCOUSIN wiif the youngest goat, ii think.

two goat were fightiin man. hahas!~ right - the 10 years old goat - king

crocodile!~ scary man

ii dinn zoom, they are jus below miie. very fat and biig man.

they look fake man.

our tour guide name steve. so we did mention the australia crocodile hunter, steve too. hahas!~ but steve die lerr. is like the daee before we mention about him and noe he die lerr. sadd man. although ii donn really see his show. but when ii do watch is nice but he's abit crazy sometime. hahas!~ he's a hero and he's great man. he will be in a part of my memoriies too!~

mm. there's all forr tiis post bahx. my sis wanna use the com lerr.

myLOVEmyDREAMSmyWALKSmyEVERYTHING-viien

newbloggnewpost

2006-09-08T02:52:00.001-07:00

mm. changed my blogg. so tiis will be tiis blogg de first post. hees=) changed blogg got one simple reson. and tat is ii forgot my user name. hahas!~ dots lahx ii know. =D mm. anyway tiis is my new blogg and ii promise ii won't let tiis blogg rotten de. okays ee theng and jaNN. hahas!~ tagg miie yea. my new blogg-mylovemydreamsmywalks-viienbloggLOVE.blogspot.com hees. okokays. later denn post agaiin. got to edit my template.